Homesick

There is no place better than home.

I miss my bed, I miss my quality time with my coolest brother and sisters, I miss my mom's cooking, I miss my time sleeping and watching all day. At home.

19

Lama ngga balik dan nulis blog. Ada banyak alasan, selain tugas dan euforia semester dua yang udah semakin keliatan ribetnya, juga karena ngerasa tulisan gue ngga bagus hahahaha beneran tapi loh, kalo baca blog orang lain yang olah bahasa dan cara penuangan inspirasi-nya bagus, gue jadi.........minder.

Tapi ya udahlah menurut gue bukannya gue berhenti nlis, tapi harusnya nulis terus biar tau kurangnya dimana, dan bisa jadi lebih baik.

Oke, waktu jalan terus dan sekarang udah bulan maret. Gue masih hidup dengan segudang resolusi yang terus gue perjuangkan buat jadi lebih baik, ditambah punya banyak kesibukan baru tiap malem, yaitu bikin tugas. Bukannya rajin, tapi emang kebanyakan tugas hahahahaha selain itu ya, gue mulai terlibat di kegiatan lain. Mudah-mudahan semua pilihan gue buat semester ini bisa jadi pelajaran-pelajaran baru buat gue. Amin.

Selain lagi ribet sama urusan kampus, bulan kemaren gue harus nambah umur jadi setahun lebih tua. Yeah, i am 19. Ngga ngerti harus seneng apa sedih hahahahahahahaha sebenernya sih lebih ke mikir aja gitu. Sekarang gue udah 19 tahun, tapi gue ngerasa tingkah laku gue ngga pantes buat anak 19 tahun. Masih sering banget kayak anak kecil, masih payah dalam hal manajemen waktu, masih sering sok-sok ngga ngerti mana yang harus dijadiin prioritas.

Setahun lagi gue 20 tahun. Gue mulai punya bayangan buat beberapa tahun lagi, kayak kuliah S2, menikah, berkeluarga, blablabla. Tapi bayangan buat apa yang harus gue lakuin di umur gue sekarang juga masih blur. Rasanya masih sama aja kayak gue pas SMA. Masih mental SMA.

Ya udah, mau gimana lagi? Hahahahaha

Berubah, lah.

2011

First off all, sorry for not coming back yesterday. I promised you my new year's resolution but I was.........busy. I had to take some new year cakes away from the cake store and accompanied my sister to buy some books for school. And the traffic jam was so sjdbxljaskcbawiuhediwoank! In the evening, I went to church and was home at about 2 am. Then, hit the bed at about 3.

However, I got a delicious cake to be brought home and a book by Stephenie Meyer : The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner. I also felt like.....so happy to meet some friends and extended family in the evening. And I was soooo thankful for that.

And now, I would like to say "Happy new year!" for all of you!!!!!!!! Have a new you, new spirit and joy, new hope, and of course, new resolutions.

Okay, so let me write down mine.

1. Have the full series of Harry Potter!

2. Good scores. Good scores. Good scores. IP > 3.00 for 2nd and 3rd term.

3. Get min. 50 kgs! But not more than 53kgs. I will look really different, I think. People usually have the "skinny intan" or something like that.

4. Think twice, talk less, listen more.

Moreover, I also wanna get more happiness, laughs, and smiles for myself, my family, and friends. I think I'll get those great stuff as long as I always say thank you and be thankful to God.

I hope this 2011 will be a fantastic year! I can't wait to go through this year and feel the next...umm.....roller-coaster life. Maybe I will be success, find my true someone hahahaha, or be the best student (?) but sadness and something bad will also come. So, I wish I can get through it and there will be so much new things to be learnt. WOW!

Smile, people, smile! Feel the air of new year!

Have a great year ahead, buddies!

Love and big hug,

Intan!